A lot can happen over the span of two weeks. The Olympics is a perfect and timely example. Well, for the past two weeks, I’ve had my own Olympic-like experience. I’ve spent countless hours studying in preparation for the AFAA personal training workshop this past weekend, where I took the written and practical exam to become certified as a personal trainer. If you asked me a month ago what my plan was, I was going to sit in on the workshop but wait until September to take the exam. Looking back, I just didn’t have the confidence to take the exam. I shied away from what I wanted and expected that I wouldn’t be prepared; I expected failure. But my whole life has provided me with experience studying for finals, self-scheduling exams, and preparing for athletic events, so how was this any different? Plus, I had the added incentive of enjoying the entirety of the Olympics/rest of my summer without thinking about studying!
It was only about a week before the workshop that something clicked in my brain that said, “take the exam.” It may have been part of a dream, my subconscious or the encouraging “little me” on my shoulder. Whatever it was, from that point on, I was convinced and determined to take the exam. Throughout the workshop, I took notes and asked questions that further prepared me for taking the final test. On Sunday, I still felt a little nervous, but what I mostly felt was calm, prepared, and happy that all my hard work was about to pay off. I still have to wait a month to actually find out whether I passed or not, but no matter the result, I feel proud of what I’ve accomplished. Of course passing would be great, but what this weekend was really about was getting over my fear and self-doubting, and that’s exactly what I did.
So many people in my life have encouraged me on my way towards becoming a trainer and shown their confidence in me, but that can only take me so far. Like an Olympic athlete, all the hours of training and encouragement from your support system all comes down to a single event. Nobody else was going to take that exam for me. This was the part of my journey where I really had to believe in myself. The ability to really believe in yourself is such an important tool to have in life, perhaps even more so for a personal trainer. If you can’t get yourself to do something, how on earth are you going to motivate someone else!?
As for now, I’m going to enjoy the rest of my summer, and hopefully I’ll have some good news to share in a month :)

